Gray on a White Wash

Friday, September 25, 2009

weee.. next week going to bitan le.. & will be back on the 9th.. NOW i SERIOUSLY wish i was there and be away from HERE !!!

& will try my v.best to try not to contact singapore..

anyay ytd, was my lil bro b.day..! hahas.. happy birthday to him :))..

& ytd he got some math problems that he dunno how to do, so i tried to help him out..

but guess what ? end up i only able to do 2 out of 5.. + the 2, 1 of them i make 1 careless mistake.. gone case liao me.. hahas..

shall numb myself by excerising..

before i start to think alot again..

*neither do i

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weee.. just got back from swimming.. *cough cough* hahas..

i just step inside the house, my aunt scolded me.. "sick still go swimming, y ? u torturing urself ar.." hahas..

"how old liao, still dunno how to take care of urself is it?"..

but waaaa... seriously v.long since i had a swim with rl.. hahas..

while i was waiting for rl, my heart just suddenly sadden.. it's very... very... i dunno how to explain..

then after meeting him, we had our swim, i feel much better..

but when i was heading home alone.. i start to think back abt u, then my heart sadden-ing again..

FUCK THIS SAD-NESS!!

sometimes i think do u really think abt me?

haa............... speechless.. *shake head*

today i watched "Fated to love you" ep1.. then i wonder, will u ever be like her to love me wholeheartedly..? ha...... maybe another foolish-ness...

i wanna give up soon.. sianz liao.. really tired liao..

*see only the good words* rather then smth sad..*

*a sadness i never ever felt before

*already tried my very best to think abt all the positive things abt u

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

how should i start leh?

hmm.. firstly, i'm a jerk.. :)..

lols.. i siao hor.. where got ppl scold themselves de? hahas..

2ndly, i apologise..

suddenly, somehow, i just felt i'm no longer interested in taking photos le.. kind sick, and guilty..

so today i end up just staying at my booth, doing my job/ competition.. never bother to go around and look look see see nor take photos.. but THOSE 2 cheeky person hur!! hahas..

tsk tsk tsk.. oh ya!! hahas.. i went to help out at GCA Games Convention Asia.. then surprisingly i met my our frz.. hahas.. the MATCHMOVE's guys.. hahas..

ytd, she suddenly v.good, come and find me, but end up quite bad for the night, speechless..

anyway bought mooncake for her.. i fulfill ur request le, then now another 1? CAKE ?! hahas.. tsk tsk tsk.. greedy pig.. =p..

then today is the 3rd day, kinda crop up today, but still okay lo.. tml the LAST DAY.. YESH, then follow up is the last week..

then today competition all the way lose.. hahas.. knowing will lose all the way, yet we still participating, and imagine, if knowing the match is gonna lose and yet u still play that game for 12/ 14 rounds straight.. should give us the ENDURING award right ? hahas..

then by right, i won after at the lucky draw, but by left.. hahas.. dun say le.. but lucky it's mp3 mini speaker and not a razer keyboard or headset.. (say this just to console myself) LOLS.. =x..

oh ya, i only can upload this pic below.. the other pic, not eligibleto upload.. i will die de man.. hahas..

hehe, u guys know actually this pic, isn't meant to be like this de right.. hahas!!.. this is a failed photo.. hahas.. =x..

this was a sneak shot by sebas.. hahas..

oh ya! please do respect my frz seriously, i dun mean any offence or in what tone, i just saying nicely.. else

argh.. my lappy getting to have problem.. sianz 1/2.. keep auto restart.. hahas..

dude(s), i admire u guys, but then, better dun go overboard ar, once over liao, cannot go back 1, cos it's a 1 way road.. :)).. but still, i admire guys..! hahas.. & count me out.. hahas..

ahhh.. lips v.dry.. pain pain.. hahas..

wanna know i feel right now?

I Want To Know What Love Is Lyrics

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Im gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and Im feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

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every single word man..

wednesday, bb or clubbing? or nothing? hmmmm..

still got what to write ?!.. can't think of any now + lazy liao.. if got later then i edit else bo.. :)..

anyway tml it's my lil bro b.day..!! :))..!!

does wishes come true? cos how i wish....

oh oh, 1 more word to add, pointless..

rmb to do ur essay btw..

*开始累了, 困了

*矛盾

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

我恨你，

我恨你的态度，

恨你每当我问你问题时，你种是说 nth.

还有恨你许多许多... (still got alot more, but u know, it's v.hard to type chinese leh.. =x)

anyway 我真的很恨你

但是！

我喜欢你的人，

我喜欢你的❤，

喜欢你的一切 (expect those from above.. =x)

hence this form an equation，

which is = I Just Simply Love You.

*i know u hate the same and LOVE the same.. <3

*7th

frm laopo: i love the cute ❤ in this post!!

wellllll,

despite me hating you for being so blur all the time,

and for throwing my hand around,

and for making my fingers crackkkkk for nth,

and for being such an ass when im studying,

i still love you!

happy 7 months : ))

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

aww man, now in sch waiting for 4pm.. dam bored.. argh~.. hahas..

but good thing is, exam r FINALLY OVER.. yeshhhh.. hahas..

today exam, was rather easy? hahas.. abt the same as mock1.. heng i got practice.. thx to my love's nagging =x.. hahas..

& that nick, so kuku, at there so disturbing.. keep asking for ans.. hahas..

anyway, today before exam, i was looking forward for ur sms, but end up it didn't turn up.. oh well.. hahas..

like i said last night, i already said _______ and i did told u already, it's that moment tots..

well, i'm admit i'm childish, but that's me then..

& for the neckales actually i hope u never took it off, but when u told me, u sweat, sticky sticky & etc.. then nvm.. :)

ahhhhhhh.. faster 4 ar.. so bored.. i wanna go home rest.. =x.. hahas..

*always pondering for ur blog to blog abt happy stuff between u and me, but ..... hahas.. speechless :)

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

waaa... just managed to revise my mock1.. nida practice more..

today is my final yr theory paper & it's quite hard siooo.. =x.. hahas..

but what done is done, thursday another 1.. but it's on pratical.. ahhhh.. codinggggggggggggg.. head gonna explode man.. -.-"'... argh~~~~..

tml nida study again.. sianzzzzzzzzzzz ar... later gonna kena nagging from SOME1 again.. =x.. hahas..!!

*body aching, massage leh ? hahas..

job ar job, planning, thinking, want or dun want.. hahas.. anyway thx eddy(biao ge).. :)..

*can't wait for tml breakfast.. :))

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

ehhhh.. dunno where and how to begin with.. hahas..

recently 2 busy, so not time to blog, busy over ?

no.1 --> gf.. hahas.. =x..

no.2--> anime.. die if she saw this.. x.x..

no.3--> thinking 2 much.. hahas.. rubbish, negative tots & decision.. hahas..

lastly--> studies.. =x.. hahas..

well, today went to "twye Y" dunno how to spell, lazy to find also.. hahas.. anyway went there to play bb.. hahas..

but firstly we went to woodlands and play, but it rains & it has no shelter hence, we move to there lo.. imagine from tamp take mrt to woodlands then from there to chua choo kang.. -.-"".. hahas..

& ps ar zy.. hahas.. and u own me.. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.. -.-"'.. thx ar thx ar.. lols..

In the evening, we slack at my house a while.. then we head to Iluma..

we ate our dinner at the what korean grill & noodles..? the food was not bad.. place also not bad.. but the service is like @!$%^&*(.. was kinda pissed off.. but alrite larhx.. hahas.. got 1 v.nice person at there explaining.. hahas.. =x.. && korean/ HK..? OR even China..? *thumbs up* hahas..

after eating, we went to the 7th floor, cos i wanna check out the lan shop.. end up found that there's a arcade there.. hahas.. and we went and look see look see..

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, cute right ? i mean the PIKACHU.. hahas.. =x..

oh ya, there's also a what 3D movie..? so called larhx.. around 10 mins i guess.. got 3 types, Aqua, Dino Land, and The Room(Horror)..

5$ each person, we went and try.. hahas.. we try the "The Room".. which was rather okokays..? hahas.. not bad larhx.. try 1 time can.. =D..

&& the most idiot thing, i drop 20$.. it was like )(*&^%$#@!.. Imagine u drop it.. *breathe INNNNNNNNnnnnn..*

oh ya, btw, i met my juniors today.. hahas.. sh, sl & devil.. LOLs.. hahas.. a pity, we can't watch it tgt.. hahas..

hahas.. suddenly think back what happen today, sure can make me laugh.. :))..

*i've decided

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